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~I am tired and sad today. Nothing especially terrible has happened here. It's actually been a quiet and peaceful day more or less. It rained, which help me sleep. There's food in the fridge and the garbage is all out on the curb. It's comfy inside and I have crime drama saved on my desktop ( Read more... )

~I'm going Broken Record here, but this is more actual 'personal journaling' than Journaling as Performance Art, which I my usual MO ( Read more... )

~In a weird 'limbo state' right now. It's been warm and dry for a week or more and now we have this fucking massive late winter storm coming in the next two days. So the actual physical environment is shifting radically ( Read more... )

~Okay, this is a particularly unpleasant manifestation. Had deeply weird dreams about going to some low rent movie theater and then trying to sleep in one of its 'side rooms'. There was an endless parade of weird shit going in there and I 'couldn't sleep'. [that's about fear of being homeless] I'd wake up here for real in my room, but now it's ( Read more... )

~First of all, I hate moving. Even if it's only around the corner, to a better house, with a legitimate payment structure that is actually reasonable and not the vig left overs of a fucking real estate scam ( Read more... )

~So, worst case scenario, we've got two to four months left under this roof. The outcome depends upon the confabulations between our lawyer and theirs. We expect something less drastic will be worked out as the issue is about money and pushing us out the door will cost the other side maybe ten grand right out of the gate; court costs, back taxes, ( Read more... )

~I'd say my general State of Being would best be described as All Over The Map ( Read more... )